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when​.​i​.​die​.​part​.​2

from Winning​/​Losing by Alex Ludovico

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This reminds me of El Dia De Los Muertos/On my dying day/Make sure that they turn this/Up/Bumped out the windows of the hearse/Only the instrumental/No trace of this verse/From birth we're all cursed/With mortality/Only 23/But these thoughts consume me/Thinking expiration date has long since passed/Death tatted on my lip/Reminds me it won't last/Life trajectory/Seems to be headed south/So fuck it time to go/Hope these horns play me out/Maybe 27 like the legends/Yeah do it all the same/No spot on that poster/Because no one knows my name/Blurry Drones called for/Divine intervention/But whats a God/I never seem to listen/Desire of the deity ain't in me/Plus these religious pussies/Are just too pushy/Keep trying to push me/Like I'll just open my heart/So much hatred for that shit/Don't know where I could start/Trust by all means/Helps you live clean then please/Serve your God to the fullest/But I don't need your propaganda/Take your beliefs and trash em/I realize my pattern/Has gotten kind of spastic/I'm an emo faggot/Let me be dramatic damn it/I want you to understand me/Speak to you like you're family/Hope demons unhand me/Then just grasp me/No belief in afterlife/What comes after life/Guess its just silence/Loudness turns to quiet/So I wouldn't like it/I sleep with my TV on/Sportscenter on repeat/Linda Cohn/But when I'm long gone/Motherfuck a legacy/Just be a better man/That I can't be/But every night when I fall asleep/Can't seem to see/Past this hurt and pain in me/But I'm losing my sight/Losing my mind/Wish somebody/Would tell me I'm fine/But I do not infest/Just put it to rest/NO/I'm better than that/Better this/But when I die/One thing please/Be a better man than I was supposed to be/

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from Winning​/​Losing, released May 4, 2010
Produced by Blurry Drones

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Alex Ludovico Gary, Indiana

Drugs, sex, and hip-hop. Alex Ludovico, born in Gary, IN and created in Chicago, is the living embodiment of that credo. This is rap for a new generation: diverse, irreverent, real without pretention yet honest and humorous. This is music for the soundtrack of life, sometimes serious, sometimes fun, always memorable. ... more

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