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from Winning/Losing by Alex Ludovico

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Hello life/Seems I've made you a wreck/Paycheck to paycheck/Seven packs of cigarettes/My girlfriend left/My stomach stays upset/And I'm supposed to pick up the pieces of me left/23 with no real accomplishments/Minimal rap career/And done alot of dumb shit/Steady job/But I'm terrible with money/Emotionally stunted growth/And some issues with mommy/I never learned to stand on my own two/Cause when I fall/I had a place that I could crawl to/How would I act/If I didnt have that roof/Half the time/I don't know my next step/Or my next move/I fly by the seat of my pants/And everyday this life is a dance/But I can't muster up the courage to take the chance/As I get older/And I get colder/

I just bought a house/But it's still empty/A bed a flat screen TV/Tuned into the History/Channel because I obsess/Over the past/When life was still pure/Unadulterated laughs/Before I had to figure out/Who I wanna be/No motivation/I'm out of bed by 3/And that's PM/With no good reason/For why/

The only thing I cared about/Just broke/With no hope/Been using cocaine just to cope/So much blow/That I'm ripping apart my nose/But

I used to love Chicago/Now I wanna leave it/The streets hold all my secrets/I don't wanna speak em/I used to live life full/I knew no fear/But this year/I just started to cry tears/Its weird/Cause I'm moving/But I'm stuck/Mentally progressing/But I'm stuck in a rut/Wanna take Alex's advice and grow up/But/

Writing made me happy/Now it just reminds me/Of my current situation/I have yet to find me/Spill my life on the tracks/I'm trying to change/But she thinks its wack/I want her love back/

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from Winning/Losing, released May 4, 2010

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Alex Ludovico Gary, Indiana

Drugs, sex, and hip-hop. Alex Ludovico, born in Gary, IN and created in Chicago, is the living embodiment of that credo. This is rap for a new generation: diverse, irreverent, real without pretention yet honest and humorous. This is music for the soundtrack of life, sometimes serious, sometimes fun, always memorable. ... more