I guess this rap dream/Similar to giving birth/Gotta keep pushing/Even tho that shit hurts/When the music you put out/Is loved by the earth/Look back at the track/See what it was worth/Why I stay on a search/Find a true purpose/Cause right now a torn garment/Feeling worthless/Young sitting in the corner pouting/Thirstin for life/But too short for the water fountain/Every move I'm counting/Is the next step to fame/Want a star on the boulevard/No walk of shame/Not say the same/Same shit that they say/go out of my way/To not traffic in rap cliches/Expose to something different/A young kid thats gifted/With high IQ/And a really big vision/Never turn my back/Let my integrity slack/Become a mainstream king/With a whole new attack/

When these days and these nights/Are dishing an asswhoopin/trying to hold on keep pushing/And when I finally make it on my final try/Look back at the struggle and just wave goodbye/When these days and these nights/Are dishing an asswhoopin/I'm trying to hold on keep pushing/And when I finally make it on my final try/Look back at the struggle and wave goodbye/

I've been force fed religion/Kept people at a distance/World is the devil/Godliness as my existence/I'm too smart for that shit/Realized it was madness/when my new path picked/People turned their backs quick/Fine that's it/Act like I never happened/If you see me/Look the other way as your reaction/Trust I understand it/My soul's with a new faction/Satan is my playmate/These fucks can't stand it/But fuck your fucking god/Damn it/If these are the cards I'm handed/Make sure I don't panic/Try to be the king of my castle with much clout/But at the moment/A tragic kingdom no doubt/But the love of the music/Helps me maintain/The stress on my brain/Has got me insane/But if I keep at it ya know/Just behave/To the days that I slaved/I could just wave/

When these days and these nights/Are dishing an asswhoopin/trying to hold on keep pushing/And when I finally make it on my final try/Look back at the struggle and just wave goodbye/When these days and these nights/Are dishing an asswhoopin/trying to hold on keep pushing/And when I finally make it on my final try/Look back at the struggle and wave goodbye/