I left it all behind/My entire existence/Just cause I could rap/Say some slick shit/My brain was so mad/Throwing a bitchfit/But my heart's in control/So to that I listen/Logically probably should have/Kept up the past/Instead of a late night/And a life so fast/I'm barely eating/Friends barely speaking/Health just sucks/Heart's barely beating/Lungs all fucked/Smoking 2 packs a day/But quitting is for losers my vices/They stay/And all my old friends/Probably just moved on/I got a God problem/So I can't be y'all/They're so religious/I'm so indifferent/Never felt empty/Don't need an existence/Of some deity/That resides in the sky/I'm down here in hell/I gotta deal with I/

How would you feel if/God got rammed down your throat/But you never learned to swallow/So you end up choked/They say religion/It was given/To show people hope/Do I feel it/It appealing/My response just no/They tell you/Pray until something happens/Thinking God's got it covered/They take no action/My Saturday mornings/With people conversing/European plugs/We trying to get em converted/Felt absurd when/I wasn't even sold/Tried to take raw shit/Paint that gold/And instead of believing the real truth/From within/Told to take my world/From a few old men/They believe were chosen/For the truth know them/And my parents ruled my world/My beliefs were stolen/Told to just focus/Get over it/But I have doubts/And I'm not over it/

Then they see me in the street/Give a condesending wink/Keep that shit to yourself/If you ain't got the balls to speak/Unless you come down/Get the fuck off your high horse/Feel as good as you/I blazed my own course/Loved my old friends/Yes I really did/The memories the frenemies/And all the kinship/But I have moved on/Blazed my own path/I can't look back/Forward is how I last/I'm trying to make it/But everything I'm taught/I'm trying to take it/And burn it/And re-learn how to live life/You took it from me/