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from The Vivian Maier EP by Alex Ludovico

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The Vivian Maier EP

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All the pictures on my wall fading/Memories I never save em/cause who cares who cares/Life is always changing/all the pictures on my wall fading/


Barely remember high school/Mostly forgot Atlanta/Floating through clouds just like a phantom/Hoping that they all be passing/86 was 32 years ago/Summer baby misbehaving/Momma said I had that glow/Reading at like 2/Guess my brain was next level/It was just too much to deal with/18 started popping pills then/Graduated to blow/I blame a white girl for that/Next came the heroin/No needles I don't do tracks/Got off of that/Then I made it to LA/but these demons in my brain/they also rode the plane/that's actually riding spirit/yes death I do not fear it/don’t believe in God/but if you real please hear this/accept my cynicism/I’ve never felt you once/in the deepest of the dumps/occasionally I see light/but I’m never coming up/suffocate on the weight/of my supposed fate/my mental camera no longer snapping/I let it break/And let it rust away/


All the pictures on my wall fading/Memories I never save em/cause who cares who cares/Life is always changing/all the pictures on my wall fading/


I’m going to rehab nigga/shit/I said that like 12 times/I aint got the bread for that/and that shit is for white guys/black people just deal with it/or so I was taught/can’t take back all them mistakes/or memories I lost/I just wanna be better/I’m the only thing that’s blocking me/I have the monopoly/Upon my brains property/but stuck on go/why every time it goes wrong/I just want some blow/trying to drown my problems in the snow/another girl left/that makes 4 since I been in LA/I got a million excuses/for why they wouldn’t stay/but fuck them/this whiskey tells me that I’m awesome/I know the lifestyle that I’ve lead/my relationships it’s costing/do I wanna change/I’m not entirely sure/but I know that I am tired/of this life that I’ve endured/There's entire chunks of my life/I do not remember/Blocked it off cause the pain is way too much to enter/Nigga


All the pictures on my wall fading/Memories I never save em/cause who cares who cares/Life is always changing/all the pictures on my wall fading/

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from The Vivian Maier EP, released February 25, 2019
Produced by Elias X

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Alex Ludovico Gary, Indiana

Drugs, sex, and hip-hop. Alex Ludovico, born in Gary, IN and created in Chicago, is the living embodiment of that credo. This is rap for a new generation: diverse, irreverent, real without pretention yet honest and humorous. This is music for the soundtrack of life, sometimes serious, sometimes fun, always memorable. ... more

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